Adele says she became ‘f***ing devastated’ and ‘embarrassed’ by her divorce from Simon Konecki

Adele has spoken candidly about her divorce and the way the adventure was made worse being in the public eye, with the singer revealing it left her "f**king devastated" and "embarrassed".

The effortless On Me singer, 33, who filed for divorce from her ex-husband Simon Konecki in 2019, discussed the reasons for the separation while talking with Rolling Stone, where she published that she "just didn't like who i was".

"I didn't in fact understand myself," she stated. "i believed I did. I don't be aware of if it was because of my Saturn return or if it chang ed into as a result of i used to be well and really form of heading into my thirties, however I just didn't like who i was."

The singer additionally admitted that she had wanted to believe settled and satisfied, but that she on no account in reality felt "really latest" in her relationship with Konecki, with whom she shares 9-12 months-old son Angelo.

"It made me basically unhappy," she pointed out of the realisation.

in line with Adele, the emotions of sadness around her divorce have been intensified via the information being made public, because the singer spoke of: "Then having so many americans that I don't be aware of be aware of that I didn't make that work … it f***ing devastated me. i used to be embarrassed.

"nobody made me believe embarrassed, but you think such as you didn't do a pretty good job."

Adele also recalled feeling bewildered through the response from lovers to the information, as individuals had been each s addened for her and excited at the prospect of the impactful existence event prompting her to create new track. The singer, despite the fact, referred to it made her query even if her fans "liked" her.

"throughout whatever like that, that form of huge thing to take place in existence, your mind sort of goes to these places: 'Why don't they like me? Why would they write that in the event that they've adopted me for 10 years?'" Adele revealed. "but basically, that's not their responsibility. in reality, their responsibility as a fan is to desire a pretty good record and to hope I convey. So I took it with a pinch of salt, and it changed into pleasant."

here is no longer the primary time that Adele has spread out about her divorce, as she prior to now instructed Vogue in October - during her first interview in 5 years – that she hopes her new album 30, which will be released on 19 November, will help clarify the couple's separation to their son.

"My son has had lots of questions. actually good questions, in fact innocent questions, that I just don't have an answer for," she instructed the outlet. "I just felt like i needed to clarify to him, via this listing, when he's in his twenties or thirties, who i'm and why I voluntarily selected to dismantle his entire life within the pursuit of my own happiness.

"It made him basically unhappy every so often. And that's a real wound for me that I don't understand if I'll ever be able to heal."

while the pair decided to conclusion their marriage, Adele, who relocated to los angeles following her divorce, has maintained an in depth relationship with Konecki, who now lives within the house contrary the big name's.

throughout the interview with Rolling Stone, the somebody like you singer also opened up about her new relationship with activities agent rich Paul, who she met at a mutual friend's birthday party a few years ago but reconnected with this 12 months.

in accordance with Adele, who described her relationship with Paul because the most "marvelous, openhearted and easiest" one she's ever been, she hadn't yet advised her pals about her new relationship when the news broke.

"I didn't in reality inform a lot of my pals at the start as a result of i wished to maintain it to myself," she explained, adding that "none of them believed it" when pictures of the couple taken in July all the way through an day trip to a discount mall were posted.

Adel e made the relationship Instagram reliable in September, when she posted a black-and-white image of herself and Paul at a friend's wedding.